So hard to let go. And say good-bye.

November 25, 2013

saying goodbye

The yes I am always guiding others towards.

The yes of intuition and making your body feel at peace, release.

The yes of taking care of you, over all else so that you can show up as the brilliant gorgeous you.

The yes of knowing when you don’t know and settling into the pain and prayer of that moment.

The yes when a decision is made, even if it is saying good-bye.

This Holiday Joy Up will be the last official Joy Up. There will be a celebration of all that has been and all that will be. We will honor the beauty that has held a tribe born out of the question, “Can you increase the amount of joy in your life in just 10 days?”

That was 2 1/2 years ago.

Hundreds of women have lifted themselves up inside of the space and days traveling through Joy Ups.

My life has been changed and twisted and loved up and pulled into joy.

And now my yes is saying good-bye and honoring the beauty of these travels together.

This December we will journey as a group into the final live group Joy Up program.

I am ready for the new creations that are inside of me wanting to be born. But mostly I desire going deeper and asking that of you. The you who is ready to find your own yes. In 2014 I will spread my wings and take us together on new adventures through magic and gorgeous living and truth.

When this yes became clear to me I fought it for a bit and tried to find ways around it. And everything in my body kept leading me back to the joy of a decision made inside of growth and change and surrender.

This December we will journey as a group into 24 days of the magic of Joying Up.

We will spiral together through prompts that allow us to see each moment through the eyes of joy. Joy doesn’t mean being happy, joy means feeling it all, having access to everything that you hold inside. We will spiral.

Finding the yes that is waiting to be born inside of you is beauty.

This December come along with us. Into a Joy Up.

The yes can lead to a moment that is hard to let go of.

The yes might mean saying good-bye.

The yes could lead to a celebration of all that was, is and will be.

And so it is.

The Holiday Joy Up



{ 4 comments… read them below or add one }

cassia November 25, 2013 at 2:53 pm

beautiful. beautiful, brilliant, bold yeses!!! Thank you.


Kyra November 25, 2013 at 4:03 pm

I can’t wait!!!


Kelly Ann Matuskiewicz November 25, 2013 at 4:07 pm


Love you are continuously spreading your wings. Expansion… oh, yes! I feel you on that one. Shit! it’s not until we’ve fully embraced the expansion that we realize it was meant for us all along. It takes courage, faith, and trust. Keep leading the way!

Kelly Ann


Loran November 25, 2013 at 4:52 pm


I had a sneaking suspicious this might happen, but like all good things, they do come to an end. You have guided a wonderful group of women joyfully up to this point and it’s been a-mazing to witness! Well done.


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