I want to be settled being with myself, not worrying about loneliness.
I want to fall onto a bed full of the softest pillows and giggle with pleasure, not worrying that my teeth show when I smile big.
I want to look you in the eyes without pulling my gaze away, not worrying about my reactions or face, just being there as listener.
I want to dance when you play the music of your heart, not worrying if I look silly.
I want to open in embrace, not worrying about being wrong.
I want to surrender to my fear of having, not worrying about who judges or sees.
I want to fly off the cliff into the gentle water, not worrying that I am up too high.
I want to dance and open like the soul dances and opens, not worrying about what was or what will be.
I want to be here now, with you, all of you, not worrying about what could be, simply being.
I want for you the openess of surrender and the dance of joyful presence, not worrying about feeling wrong each day when you open your eyes.
There is no wrong. But there is wanting. And you sweet one, you may want and want and want…
This is my love note, from me to you. Each Thursday I send out a love note to my community who has signed up – right there in that little box in the upper right hand corner of my website – to receive them from me. When I write this note it is also from me to me. Right where I am. How I am taking up space and energy and shinging or hiding or bearing down or releasing. It is present, it is real.
I want to invite you into the poetry of my truth and allow the words to find you right where you are.
dance and open.
dance and open.